Worst Week Ever

hey, this week has been a horrible horrible week. Friday night i started passing a kidney stone. I was out all week until today. Tuesday night i had to go to ER because my kidney doc was out of town so the one covering for him said since i was vomiting and nausea. But they did a CT scan tuesday night and it showed i got it passes and also that i have a blockage in my colon AGAIN! and i have a bladder infection.
Then get this yesterday i noticed a black spot on Kennedys calf. well i didn't think anything about it. well she woke up from her nap screaming in pain and would not move her right leg, she would not even walk. Come to find out she got bit by a brown reclus, and i am pretty sure it was a brown reclus cause i killed 3 of them in her room. So we were in the ER again last night. But the nice thing was they got us right in and the doc followed us in. I get kind of scared when it comes to spider bites because a few years back i almost died because of a brown reclus bite, i was hospitlized for a week. My bite was on my neck right next to my juglar vein and trachea, so i shut my breathing off. So hopefully today will be better.

Hey!!!

i havn't had anything to blog about the last couple of days. hopefully soon i will have pics of my cute little niece on here. Tommarrow i go and take my Certified Medical Assistant exam. Please pray for me, it costs $100 to take this test and they only give it 2 times a year. plus if you fail it you still have to pay to take it again. I will be coming out with some seasonal items on Diva Bags and Gifts, so make sure you check in within the next couple of weeks. Remember these bags make great gifts especially for birthday!!
and if you have a certain idea you would like just email me and i can do it

Happy Tuesday!!

I have had a long last couple of days, michael and bryer were sick yesterday and still are today. Then my sister and niece were down this weekend and so it was crazy the last couple days.
I had my first parent teacher confrence yesterday morning, he got an excellant comment. She said he can write his name and anytime she asks him to do something he will always do it. He is also one of the oldest in the class. Which i am so glad that he is doing great cause thats all i need is to be called into the office for him.
Every since his sister was born he has calmed down alot, and almost always if i tell him to do something he will do it.
Make sure to check out my bag and gifts site, i will be adding some seasonal items soon and remember the bags make great gifts.

Question?

hey, today i do not have much to post about cause we really didn't much of anything last night except for trying to clean the house and get laundry done. I do have a question for all of you organized people. I don't have a craft room so all of my stuff is just piled in my room. if you can give me any ideas on how to organize it all i would appreciate it.

I have been thinking....

Last night i got to thinking alot about my life and where it is going. I don't go to church like i should, my son asks me questions all the time and i just don't really know what to say to him. He knows that there is a heaven and that his papa and tommy joe and tells me all the time that they are up their watching. I have also been questioning things to. I have decided that it is the right time to start going and finding out where i belong in life. I guess all this stuff might sound stupid, but i am so young (22 in december) and really i am just lost in this world. I have been having anxiety attacks to the point where i have to be put on oxygen so i can breath better and i have to take different medications. then also getting the tension headaches because i am so stressed the tendons and muscles in my neck tighten up. I really want to find myself and the place i am lost is with god. i really need to find him.
The other night i started thinking about what if i was to die tonight and never wake up. what would happen to me? well i want to know that i will get to go with the rest of my family that has passed on.
This time of the year always gets me down, in 2005 i lost a friend, step-sister and my dad all in one month, right before my nineteenth birthday, then last year on michaels birthday i lost a good friend of mine that we graduated together. I think this time of the year is changing not just the weather but for your souls. so have a great wednesday!!



I wanted to add a peom on here about my friend tommy
god saw that he was getting tired
and the cure was not to be
so he put his arms around him and
whispered come with me
with tearful eyes we watched him suffer
and saw him fade away
although we loved him dearly
we could not make him stay
a golden heart stopped beating
busy little hands to rest
god broke our hearts to prove to us
he only takes the best
its lonesome here without you
we miss you so each day
our lives aren't the same
since you went away
when days are sad and lonely
and everything goes wrong
we seem to hear you whisper
cheer up and carry on
each time we see your picture
you seem to smile and say
don't cry, im in gods keeping
well meet again someday

Wordless Wednesday-Bryer's school field trip to the Pumpin Patch

SITS blogathon

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9/11 Fire truck

This is a fire truck that the man standing in the picture up above did. It has all 343 firefighters that died in 9/11 on it. Soon it will go to park on ground zero.









Isn't it awsome. I collect firefighters stuff so i just thought that was so cool.

Its truck name is Engine 343 for the 343 firefighters that died in 9/11


And then there is Tommy Joe name on the back of it. He never got to go to ground zero so now he is going to get to go.

I had a great weekend, me and michael went to bass pro and bought him new hunting boots and i got a couple of shirts. Then we went and ate at Los Cobos, it was good food plus we got to eat out on the deck. Then the kids were both gone allnight so it was nice to get to sleep in yesterday.

The longest Blog ever!!!!

These are all out of order and only just a few of the 300 i took

The one to my left is at the very beginning when sugarland came out




Above: the first song

The had great light shows
(sorry i was up in the nose bleed sections so the pics are not so great)

This was just a pic i took of the sign going towards the stadium

My tickets



I don't know whos bus was whos so i just started snapping.....im sure jennifer nettles was in one of those.....

isn't she gorgous

i probably should not have taken a picture of my husband after his surgery...but i did...

this was when we first got home....he didn't even remember how we even got home...

my pic of stillwater sign, this was the first time i have ever been there.

me, this is a bad pic of me

Happy Thursday!!

hey,
i have still yet to post my pictures of the sugarland/kelly pickler concert from friday nite and my new ribbons i have been making.
Let me tell ya i have been so busey the past couple of weeks that i can bearly think straight.
1. MY HOUSE IS A HUGE MESS(thankfully my sweet husband did pick the living room up and start the dishwasher)
2.The laundry is piled up in each room of the house.
3.I have ribbon and bag stuff all over my dinning room table.
4.I really need to study for my EMT AND MY CERTIFIED MEDICAL ASSISTANT EXAM IN 2 WEEKS
I don't know when i will ever catch up. Luckily though i will be off on thursday nite starting next thursday for a couple of weeks.

I did not get to tell you about my really bad day on saturday.
Besides getting home at 2 not going to bed till almost 4 i did not get any sleep. Well i had to wake up with the baby so my husband could get his rest since he ended up having 6 teeth pulled yes i said 6 teeth all at once.
Well i ended up just having a bad day and i thought about my dad alot.
The craziest thing was that my daughter found a pic of me and him on my wedding day and she carried it around everywhere, i mean everywhere.
I think kids know stuff, and they know how you are feeling.

Well last nite we went to my father-in-laws and they cooked my husband beef stew for his birthday and made him a cake. They bought him a new hunting jacket which is cool because me and the kids are buying him new hunting boots, which we are taking him to pick out saturday at bass pro because he insists on choosing his own boots because they are his feet.
Men!!!

I am just so glad the week is almost over, i have so much to do. This morning i took a load of stuff for the garage sale me and my mom are having starting today..I also started making hair bow holders so i am hoping to have them finished.
Have a great day!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHAEL!!!!

Today is my husbands 24th b-day. But we are not doing anything till sunday.
I do have lots of pictures of friday nite but my mom has my camera, so it will be a few days before i will have them posted.
Sugarland was awsome though, best show i have ever been to.
I also have a new product on Diva Bags,
hair bows, different sizes and different colors. They will be posted this afternoon hopefully.

ORANGE PEEL 2008

Today is the day!!! I get to go to Stillwater for Orange Peel to see my fave band Sugar Land and my moms fave Kelly Pickler tonight. I will try to take lots of pictures.
Poor Michael has to have 5 teeth pulled today at 12pm. His dad is going to babysit him while im going to be gone. So pray for him, he has not had any sleep for the last week his mouth has just been throbbing and he is on the 3rd antibiotic and the pain meds are just not cutting it.
Well sorry my life has been boring the last week, nothing really to talk about. I have taken another job working after hours thursday nights, just something else to add to my list. But with christmas coming and two birthdays after christmas, i really need that extra money.

Also i got good news, a doctors office opening for a nurse, i will be going to interview for in a few days. I am really hoping i get it, i am tired of going from office to office floating.
Have a Great Weekend!!!!

Congraulations Manning Scott Family

The Manning Scott family finally got there prayers answered, little manning finally got his new heart saturday at the Childrens Hospital in St. Louis. If you would like to read about the story go to www.examiner-enterprise.com
I am praying for his full recovery.

I got an A..

Last night we had our first major test and yes i got a 100%, thats right 100%
I told Michael i am a airway expert....
You the thing i hate about going to school at night i don't get to see the kids and i end up staying up till 12 or 1 doing really nothing.
Happy Wednesday!!!!!