Friday, April 24, 2009

Did i mention

Well i just talked to the recruiter with Tulsa EMSA and he said that when he gets back to his office he will review my application, they only have one more spot open. He said he will either call me back today or monday to see about scheduling a interview. Please pray for me that i get this, this is what i want soo soo soo bad.

We have a new kitten, his name is Bryce. Can you tell who named him.

Poor thing, he gets carried around like a baby doll by kennedy. He found a new hidi hole in a craft box under my sewing machine.
Hopefully this one doesn't get ran over by the fire truck

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Job Hunting

Well pray for me, i have applied at 3 places and have yet to hear anything. One place is hiring basic IMMEDIATLY(thats what it said on the internet.

Monday, April 20, 2009

Lightening Strikes

I ask that you all pray for the church in Dewey Oklahoma, 5:30am saturday morning it was struck by lightening and did alot of damage. I went to this church when i was young up until bryer was a baby.

Friday, April 17, 2009



Thursday, April 16, 2009


Well i am going to take my test AGAIN! Please pray for me, i have studied everything that it told me to work on. I am soo soo soo nervous and scared cause if i don't pass it this time i only have one more time to take it then i have to do a 24 hour refresher. I am really scared like major, i think i might even cry! It will be okay i know it will, i can do this!!

Will update soon!!

Thursday, April 09, 2009

Just had to share something special

I was actually going to post this last night but never was able to get around to it.
Last night we had the easter egg hunt at church and bryer was more than happy to go to the age group above his class on accident, but he didn't want to leave.
Well last night we talked about when Jesus washed his disciples feet. How he served them. The preacher talked about how now it only takes a person with something very special in there heart. Most people think that is dirty, ugly to go and wash peoples feet in honor.
Sitting there i thought back to Falls Creek about 15 years ago when Brother John White was still alive. You may all have heard of him because his Wife and the youngest of 5 of his 10 kids were on Extreme makeover home edition in Dewey Oklahoma. He died in 2005 from a massive heart attack at the First Baptist Church Family Workout Center. He was a amazing man, i could listen to him talk all day.
Well back around 15 years ago or so we were at Falls Creek and they were talking about the same thing as The Preacher was talking about last night. Brother John washed everyones feet. He did not think it was ugly or dirty. He did it just as a servant for his lord. It didn't matter that some of the kids feet smelled horrible, he did it just as Jesus did. Isn't that amazing.

"Jesus knowing that the Father had given all things into His hands, and that He had come from God and was going to God rose from supper and laid aside His garments, took a towel and girded himself." JOHN 13:3

"After that, He poured water into a basin and began to was the disciples feet, and to wipe them with the towel with which He was girded." JOHN 13:5

Simon Peter wondered why Jesus would wash his feet. And he asked him
"Lord why are you washing my feet?" john 13:6

"Jesus answered and said to him, "What I am doing you do not understand now, but you will know after this." john 13:7

Jesus did this so that we would be apart of him. He knew after this last supper he was going to be with his father.

Bryer dale is so stinkin smart. On the way home last night this was our conversation.

Bryer: "mom you know why Jesus died?"

Me:"Yeah, why do you think he died?"

Bryer:"He died for you, me and everyone in the whole wide world. Because of our sins"

Me: "do you know what sins are?"

Bryer:" Yeah they are some bad stuff, Jesus and God are really powerful and control everything in the world. He even controls lighting, "

Me:"You know he heals sick people just like he healed your papa and Cousin Reni"

Bryer:" How did he heal them, i never saw them heal them"

Me:"Well you really can't see him heal them"

Bryer:" No we can see him, he is everywhere, the clouds the sky and even the clouds when they are all broken up"

It is so amazing how kids just listen and know all these things. I am still learning and trying to understand all of it.

Bee and Rose monster giveaway

Over at Bee and Rose she is having her monster giveaway.Its her 100th post.Go and check it out maybe you might when something never know till you try.

Wednesday, April 08, 2009

When did people stop appreciating things?

Ever since they came i feel as if i am a inconvience. I am the one busting my butt for them and not even getting a thank you. Then sit back as they yell at my kids. Well today i am going to say something AGAIN. Sorry i am just so frustrated i had to talk about it. What should i do? seriously, i am starting to think i made the wrong decision about bring her here. I can not stand all this talk about drugs and what not. I don't want that talk or anything like that around my kids, i just want to scream. I have been praying about, i know it will be better but uhhhh!!!
thanks for all listening

Monday, April 06, 2009

Changing my life and witnessing

I am trying to change my life around, going to church and becoming a child of god again. When i was younger i was always there from the time it opened to the time it closed. Somehow through out the years i have fallen away from that. So with this being the week of Easter and me having 8 people in my house and trying to feed them all. I thought i would do alittle witnessing.
I took my sister, niece and boyfriend in 2 weeks ago. Anybody who has ever stayed with relatives or has had them stay with you knows that it is very hard. They were homeless and had absolute no place to go. So i did take them in. I do sometimes think what did i get myself into. Taking her back and forth to work when i don't even really have the money.

"But when the multitudes knew it, they followed him; and he received them and spoke to them about the kingdom of god, and healed those who had need of healing. When the day began to wear away; the twelve came and said to him, "send the multitude away, that they may go into the surrounding towns and country, and lodge and get provisions; for we are in a deserted place here."
But he said to them, "You give them something to eat." And they said "we have no more than five loaves and two fish, unless we go and buy food for all these people." For there were about five thousand men. Then he said to his disciples "make them sit down in groups of fifty."
and they did so, and made them all sit down.
then he took the five loave and the two fish, and looking up to heaven, he blessed and broke them, and gave them to the disciples to set before the multitude.
So they all ate and were filled, and twelve baskets of the leftover fragments were taken up by them.
Luke 9:10-17

Just as god showed his disciples, he has shown me that in all of this we will have enough no matter how much we worry.

Saturday, April 04, 2009


Yes we have a house full. And i have quickly realized my house is small, small kitchen, small dining room, small everything. Trying to make extra room for everything that i possibly can. My sister, daughter and her boyfriend have come to live with us and get on there feet. So having 7 people in my little 3 bedroom 1 1/2 bath house. So i have been soo soo soo tired everyday to blog or do anything. I have not got most of my spring cleaning done.
Well little miss kennedy will be starting cheer and tumbling hopefully by the end of the month. We are just waiting to hear when the class will start. They have to wait till they get enough to do a class. So i am so excited, then yesterday i went to a garage sale and found about 5 leotards just her size. She is going to be ready for it all.
We have also started the whole potty training thing, and it is going somewhat okay.
Bryer has also started baseball again and michael is coaching. We moved him up to 8 and under coach pitch baseball.

This is my little niece and kennedy

Here are just a few pic i took of her

Also check out the items i have put in my shop. hopefully i will be adding all these items that i have made soon