Wordless Wednesday: Fourth of July Fun

Job update and request!

It feels like i have not blogged in awhile but i have been readin up on everyone elses.
I have started my new job on the ambulance and have got to go on several calls. Last week i worked 60 hours and can you believe that i only did that in 4 days. Thats not that bad at all especially if it is something you love to do. We have had some slow times, so i get to catch up on blogs, facebook, and myspace and all my twilight sites i read. It seems like i have been goin and going constantly since i started back working. i love bein a working mom again. It really makes me feel good, i don't feel like i am stuck in the house all the time. The cool thing is hubby and the kids can come to work with me anytime and hang out they can even stay the night with me when i am workin night shift. It was scary my first call bein by myself in the back but it was like it all came back to me. Although i don't like all the paper work i have just like workin in the doctors office.

Well i have decided to start doing a little revampin to my house, especially my bedroom. i have went through the last couple of days and cleaned out all the clutter and furniture that was unnessary in there. Changed the bedding to brown and tan zebra print which looks great and got new curtains. I am trying to put some romance back in there. making it like our own little retreat where only we are allowed to be in there. and so far it feels all the same. sometimes i feel that there is just somethin missing, i don't know how to explain it though but i am sure it will get better.
My friend Jana had her baby on saturday. Last summer she had a little girl at 20 some weeks and lost her. She is 41 years old and has been trying forever to have a baby and has had no luck. She has a beautiful baby boy name Jackson. I am so happy for her cause she deserved it. So please pray her and her family that everything goes well for them.
My second request is about my father in law. Remember back in Febuary i told you he had a heart attack and all that, well now he has just taken a turn for the worse. He can't be left by himself and needs 24 hour care. He only 15% of his heart left and has to be on oxygen all the time. Well it looks like we will be putting him in a nursing home within a few days maybe if his social security will pay for it. It cost like $134 A DAY yes thats right i said a day! I know it will all work out. We thought about moving him into the house but with 2 kids i just don't think we will be able to handle it. I have faith that it will all work out.
Can you believe that it will be the fourth of july already. This year i am not playing softball, we have been playing church league softball all summer everyweek so we decided not to play this year. Plus last thursday at one our games i was running to second base and some reason fell on my left knee. I should have went to the doctor but didn't. I blacked out so all i remember is falling and then next thing i know it is hubby was picking me up and i was in tears. It hurts to bend my knee and i can't lean on that knee at all and it is bruised and swollen still alittle. It really hurts trying to get in and out of the ambulance. I hope everyone has a great 4th. Hopefully this weekend i will get a battery for my camera so i can take pics this saturday.

Have a great Holiday Everyone!

OMG! IT FEELS LIKE I HAVE NOT BLOGGED IN YEARS

It has seemed like forever since i have blogged last. I have had some site issues but finally got them fixed tonight. I have been working on several projects like painting my house and redecorating, i will show all the pics when i am done completly. I got a new camera so i had to show off some pics i took of my friends and hubby on a grassfire yesterday.

That is my hubby and no he is not wearing a helmet, i swear i don't know what they taught him in FF1


Here he is again. That guy hanging his head out the window is chad, he is the newest member and me and him took our emt together


This is TJ, me and him went to school together



Saturday night we went out for my SIL bday, this is etta my best friend from high school

michael and his step brother, i don't know what happened to the picture of my SIL (step)


Prayer Request!!!
I take my national registry thursday evening and i am so nervous. I have been trying to study but you know how that can go with two wild ones. Pray that i pass that thing and not have to take it again

Just another day

I have not blogged in a week, so much has went on that when i get home from the hospital i go to bed. I think i have 5 more loads of laundry to do, i have done about 3-4 every night. Well my father-in-law is doing somewhat better. Yesterday they did a heart cath and found no blockage but he does have congestive heart failure(chf) and its not cureable. Usually you die from complications that arise from that like not being able to breathe and what. But he is not himself, if he makes it out of the hospital he will most likley need 24 hour care. We will not put him in a nursing home what so ever. He is still really working to breathe, which he has COPD, which we think is why he had the heart attack since his heart or brain was not getting enough oxygen. Just putting to much stress on his heart.
I thought i would share the story of last sunday because he was indeed very lucky.
For that last week he had really not been himself, telling us we would all miss him when hes gone. Well sunday he was having trouble breathing, breaking out in sweat. They put his oxygen on him and turned it up to 5 and still it was helping. Then about 2 hours later he stuck his head in the freezer door, when his girlfriend asked him what he was doing he looked at her and his lips were black. He was going into respiratory failure, usually you will just get cynosis but he hadn't got good O2 for a while. Well they loaded up and he finally agreeded to go the hospital. All the way there he was really trying to breathe. She pulled up to the ER entrence and they brought out a wheel chair and took him inside and then she went and parked the car. When she came back she no more said "im here honey bunch" and thats when it hit. he jumped about 2 feet out of the wheelchair, eyes rolled in the back of his head and he stiffened up just as you would a seizure. They rushed him back there and worked on him for about 15minuates. His heart went into asysotle, which is usually a rrthym of he heart that is not one they can get the person back. Somehow they did. put him on a ventalator and sent him to ccu. If it wasn't for being at the hospital he would have died, everything was timed perfect. Although he never wanted to be shocked or put on a ventalator.
Me and michael were in owasso at his football practice and finally my step-dad called us and nobody else had tried. so we hauled butt to bartlesville, which is a good 45min but i made it in 15 min prob lol.

He does have some brain damage that you can tell already, he raises his hands up and doesn't even know that he is doing it. He will ask where he is at and he also said that it was january 19, 1999. He is very slow and his right hand is drawn up. He reminds me alot of my grandpa when he had his massive heart attack and then ended up with dementia from brain damage.

I have to say we have some really great friend, people have babysat for us since we spend all day at the hospital and hubby took the whole week off. Everybody calls on the hour it seems like.
Well i am going, got to get ready to go to the hospital and sit with him while his wife goes to eat with her kids. We can't leave him alone cause he tries to get up.
I ll try to update more
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!

Ive been tagged

TH

Jayme at Jordan+Jayme
tagged me.

THE RULES:
Step 1: respond and rework—answer the questions on your own blog, replace one question that you dislike with a question of your own invention, add one more question of your own.

Step 2: tag—eight other un-tagged people will be tagged.

Make a list of things you can see without getting up:
my computer
-fridge
-purse
-bottle of pepsi

What were you like when you were five? I was very quiet, i was always moving so i didn't really get to know alot of people. i remember having my first boyfriend.

What are you wearing now? my under garments, pink flip flops, orange osu shirt with a white tshirt underneath, blue and orange sweat pants

What color is your bedroom? like at tan color

What’s the last thing you read/are currently reading? girl with the pearl earing, i love the book and the movie

Do you nap a lot? i love to nap but i just never get to

Who was the last person you hugged? miss kennedy

What’s your current obsession/addiction? Myspace

What was the last thing you said aloud? talking on the phone to my husband to see when he decides he is going to come home today

What websites do you always visit when you go online? myspace, yahoo, kellys corner, mycharming kids, throughthevalleyofserenity,

What was the last thing you bought? fabric from hobby lobby

What are you listening to right now? Playstation games

What is your favorite color, and has it always been your favorite color? i love pink, black and red

What song are you currently listening to a lot? Cheater Cheater by Joey and Rory, i love that song

If you could have any super power, what would it be? to be able to do ten things at once

What is your favorite weather, and why? early summer, when its not to hot but you can still go to the lake

What was the last reality tv show you watched? i have no idea i havn't had tv for almost a week now

What is your most challenging goal right now? trying to make all the dresses i need right now

Say something to the person who tagged you: Thanks, i have never been tagged, its an honor

If you could have a house–totally paid for, fully furnished–anywhere in the world, where would you want it to be? Way out in the country, my driveway would be about 5 miles

Favorite vacation spot? never been on vacation but i would love to go to cabo

What is your television show as a child? Full house

Name one thing you just can’t resist no matter how bad it is for you: pepsi, i can not live without it

If you could meet anyone famous - dead or alive - who would it be? Marie Antionette, she was so beautiful and i would have loved to live back in that day of age.

If you could have any job in the world, what would it be? i would love to be a doctor

Tagging

Kelly
Dana
ermispartyof5

CONGRATS SOLOMON

Our friend, one of the town cops just had a baby today 6lbs 13oz, i havn't got to see him yet. We were going to but michael could not find his licence so we spent most of the night looking for it. Then we decided to meet up with some friends at chili's but once we all got there they got paged out for a large grass fire so me and my other friend just stayed there and ate while our husbands went. Then i ended up going out to the fire to take michael some food. I told him guess you don't know very many girls that will wear heels on a grass fire lol. i didn't take any pics of the guys this time because it was dark and they were all down in a valley.