WE FOUNDY BRYERS B-DAY PRESENT

This is the bike that bryer is getting for his birthday but his will have the training wheels on it. Since he is turning 5 he finally gets to start racing

Just had to post this

i finally got a new cord today, here are some hairbows i have been working on, i have different ones but these are my fave,

This was Bryers first Christmas Program. its hard to hear them so you will have to turn your speakers up. He is in the back and you can't really see him. But they are so adorable. The little girl in the front that is in the red and black dress is Lauren

Burr its cold outside

what happened to the weather here. yesterday it was 75 and today its like 30 i guess thats oklahoma weather for you. well today i plan on cleaning my daughters room it is such a mess and she has so many toys she doesn't not play with and clothes hanging up that are way to small. Hopefully i will find the cord for my camera or better yet i may just go get a new one. Well enjoy the day!

Merry Christmas and Happy late New Year

I figured i have not blogged in a while that i would. We had a good christmas, bryer got a wii so thats all you ever see on the tv. Kennedy got a barbie jeep and i got a sewing machine. Ihave yet to use it though because i can not get it threaded. I have been making hairbow nonstop and i have a new thing birpcloths. Kennedy turned 2 on 1-1-09, we didn't give here a big party just some family but she was happy to have her hannah montana cake. well hopefully once i find the cord to plug my camera into the computer.

UPDATE

I found these pics on my computer that i have taken and played with them in photoshop so thought i would share

Hello Everybody

sorry for not blogging for so long, it has been a kinda sad last few weeks, november 18th i lost my job. they told me that they did not want me to come back, which i was devastated because nobody had told me anything and was never written up. but the good thing is i am now a stay at home mom and i get to spend all my time with my kids and husband. me and him have been having some rough times in our relationship but we are working through it all. i am getting my unemployement (well still waiting the hospital has not approved it yet). then i decided it is a good way to try to launch my little business i started and finish school. the only thing is that i really wish they could have just fired me after christmas but i guess thats what happens in life.
i did my last emt clinical for the hospital and now i just have to go ride the ambulance for 2 days. i probably will not be writing a whole lot on here but i will check in as much as possible and update you
hope you all had a great thanksgiving and if i don't talk before christmas hope you have a great christmas

Looking Back 3years ago today

For the ones that know me well, you know that today is the day 3 years ago my dad passed at 11:45pm. My step-sister passed on the 14th 3 years ago. This time of the year i get really sad, but it has gotten better, considering i go to counciling once a week. And i still have nightmares every once in a while of that night. But i have learned that life does go on, and though they are not here, they are still with me and my family in our hearts. Bryer still looks at the sky and says his papa is up there, though he was just a baby when my dad died, he remembers him. Kids see and know things that us adults don't see and know. That is what is so amazing about children. Though my dad was not there for ms K i believe he was watching and was right there with her. I know some people don't believe that kinds of stuff but i do and i am not afraid to say it.
There are days that are going to be hard for everybody, but at the end of the day it will all be okay no matter what. and you might think why is all of this happening to me? everything happens for a reason, god will not put you through something that he knows you will not be able to get through.
I went to Kansas, Oklahoma this weekend to put the flowers on his grave and it saddened me, nobody had been there in a while, wilted flowers. I decorated it up for thanksgiving, making sure it was sure to stand out. I am a big decorater and i know it might sound stupid to decorate a grave for thanksgiving but it really makes me feel like he is having a thanksgiving to. I have not talked to my ex-step mom since november of last year, but it shows she moved on and doesn't want to put flowers on there anymore.

This song below was sung at my dads funeral the day before thanksgiving 3 years ago. so it means alot to me.




I know your life on earth was troubled
And only you could know the pain
You weren't afraid to face the devil
You were no stranger to the rain
(Chorus)
Go rest high on that mountain
Son, your work on earth is done
Go to heaven a shoutin'Love for the Father and the Son

Oh, how we cried the day you left us
We gathered 'round your grave to grieve
I wish I could see the angels' faces
When they hear your sweet voice sing
Repeat
(Chorus)
Go to heaven a shoutin'Love for the Father and the Son

They have been found

They were found yesterday afternoon. They got stuck just after shooting a deer and were trying to leave. I guess it was sleeting and snowing. Luckly they let the truck idol all night so they kept warm.
I have not put any pics of the holiday hair bow and new bags i have made because somehow the pics are not on my camera card anymore but i will have that fixed soon hopefully.
thank you for all the prayers of my two friends